It's nearly two months but now, I've decided to move on.

I won't look back b/c it might hurt me.

i don't smoke. i quit drinking. i don't party. so tell me, does it make me a boring person??

Dear Future Boyfriend,

Hi, hello. Sorry if it’s taking too long for us to meet. But I know you’re waiting, too out there. Just like me. Maybe after college, and then I get to meet you. I know you’d be the guy that I’d be longing to have. The one that I can act goofy and crazy with, the kind of boyfriend who would always be sweet, and can be childish around me as well. I can’t wait to be with you. And once that happens, I’ll take the chance of my forever with you. I don’t know, but for some reason, I’m going to love you and things will be different for the both of us. Let’s just make our lives better for us and be happy this way until we haven’t seen each other.

But until that moment comes, let’s just stay single. :)

Sincerely,
Your Future Girlfriend

After a break-up

He was a major part of your life; of course you’ll miss him; it’s perfectly normal.

It’s like getting a tooth pulled out;after the dentist pulls it, you’re relieved.

But how many times do you run your tongue over the spot where it once was ?

Probably a hundred times a day. Just because it was hurting you, doesn't mean you don’t notice it.

It leaves a gap, and sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly.

It’s going to take a while, but it always takes some time.

Should you have kept the tooth?

No, because it was causing you pain.

Pulling the tooth was the right decision,

but it’s still going to hurt.

i really wonder . .maybe he just got bored with me, or maybe he just fell out of love. or maybe there's no love at all :/

so many questions left unanswered.


I really, really miss how we were.

i love you so much and it's killing me.

WHY?

I don't play second option, you either choose me or lose me.

and he choose to loooose me:( i really love him so much :(
but WHY? why choose her than me? is she a better lover than i? don't know where did i go wrong, i've been faithful naman. fxck.~!! i'm starting to hate myself. . maybe if only im prettier, if only. asjdka&*#^q278henSy23789Ay&*sHK

But I know, for a fact, that now they are happy as a couple, I’ll be off to the side, hurting.

I’ll be over there, looking from afar, having my heart ripped to shreds.
Having my hope ripped to shreds.

Although it’s killing me… I’ve decided not to get in your way.

I'm finally ready to let go and get over you,

i know, you can't blame me for believing him,
mura man jud ug tinuod gud.
i fell for a trap again. :(

why? why me?

dear crush,

i’m tired of waiting …waiting for nothing so i'm letting go. bye :(

just broke someones heart

am i?

I always wonder, am I beautiful in anyone's eyes? Am I their "perfect" girl? Do their hearts beat faster whenever I'm around them? Am I their inspiration? The girl they'll look up to? Do they ever wish I was their girlfriend? Or maybe even their friend? The one they wish they had a second chance with? Or maybe even just one chance? The girl they think before they sleep? Or maybe I'm just another girl in their eyes. Nothing special at all.

Dear crush,

I have feelings for you, yet you still don't care..and that makes me sad. :'(

last night i dreamt that i caught a fish using a fishing rod. i had a hard time in getting that fish, and when i caught it, my crush was there and he was uhhmm happy for me. haha my crush was wearing the exact clothes on his pic on fb when he was fishing. o.O *weird*

and now out of curiosity i googled the meaning of my dream and it says:

• If this was a rod in your dream, this is your quest and exploration of your unconscious mind. You are ready to confront issues and emotions which you have suppressed.
• For a young woman to dream of seeing fish, portends that she will have a handsome and talented lover.
• Dreaming of catching fish, either with a pole or with a net, indicates success and prosperity ahead.