Sunday, March 20, 2011

dear crush,

i’m tired of waiting …waiting for nothing so i'm letting go. bye :(
just broke someones heart

am i?

I always wonder, am I beautiful in anyone's eyes? Am I their "perfect" girl? Do their hearts beat faster whenever I'm around them? Am I their inspiration? The girl they'll look up to? Do they ever wish I was their girlfriend? Or maybe even their friend? The one they wish they had a second chance with? Or maybe even just one chance? The girl they think before they sleep? Or maybe I'm just another girl in their eyes. Nothing special at all.

Monday, March 14, 2011

Dear crush,

I have feelings for you, yet you still don't care..and that makes me sad. :'(

Sunday, March 13, 2011

last night i dreamt that i caught a fish using a fishing rod. i had a hard time in getting that fish, and when i caught it, my crush was there and he was uhhmm happy for me. haha my crush was wearing the exact clothes on his pic on fb when he was fishing. o.O *weird*
and now out of curiosity i googled the meaning of my dream and it says:
  • If this was a rod in your dream, this is your quest and exploration of your unconscious mind. You are ready to confront issues and emotions which you have suppressed.
  • For a young woman to dream of seeing fish, portends that she will have a handsome and talented lover.
  • Dreaming of catching fish, either with a pole or with a net, indicates success and prosperity ahead.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Monday, March 7, 2011

enjoying the moment with crush . .

can't you feel my eyes staring at you?
i like you, i really like you.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Have you ever been in love?

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
~Neil Gaiman

Have you ever accidentally fallen inlove with someone? Like there's no reason why, well you have your own reason but you really don't know why you like/ love that person.

Falling in love sxckz, like wanting him and knowing that he can NEVER ever be yours.
You're scared to get hurt, you're scared to lose that person . . .and that makes falling in love scary.

i am really tired of this . . if only i can convince myself not to love anyone.


naalala ko pa, nag sign up ako sa friendster dahil sa crush ko nung nasa 3rd yr highschool pa ako haha . . . i think that was 2004 or 2005. at nung 2007 my ex changed my email and password and when i asked for the new email ad and password he said "nakalimut ko" "i forgot" i was like WHATTHEFUDGE~! pero alam ko, sinadya nya yun. >:|

dito ako:

  • mAg TyPe nG gAniTo
  • naging primary pic sina *insert celebrities here*
  • nagflood ng bulletin
  • sumasagot nung survey sa bulletin
  • iniba iba yung pangalan
    at iba pa . . haha