i fxckn hate this feeling, it's NYE and my sister just spoiled my night.

i really hate being the ugly sister. i want to cry :'c

PARAMORE WAS NEVER A BAND?!

i am so disappointed with paramore right now. like they lied to us, their fans. :(

The Best Types Of Hugs.

• The one where you can feel the other person’s heart beat.
• The one where two arms are around each other, not one. But two.
• The one where they actually hold you.
• The one where it lasts more than a second.
• The one(s) that occur with the significant other or crush.
  

All who love are blind

yes, i was blinded by love for two years -_-

friends

they are the reason why i love going to school :)

bisag kapoi solod sa klase, bisag d ko gnhan makakita sa nawng sa mga maestro.

so yeah :D

*bisaya mode*

you know what hurts the most?

it’s when your crush likes your friend =< 

i've experience this many times, hurts like hell

Benefits of being short (for a girl)

• Trying to find a boy taller than you is not hard at all
• Wearing high heels won’t make you look super gigantic
• Short girls are cute
• Kissing someone who’s taller is cute when you have to stand on your toes
• Closer to the ground
• Hide and seek is easier for you than tall people
• Short people usually run faster
• I like being short

im only 5' , it would be great if im 5'3" or something. 8(

• 
  

 Okay, I have a crush
but I'd rather keep it to myself.
He wouldn't care about it anyway

What’s the point of liking someone who can’t like you back?
Well I guess I love being pointless.

one of the things i want and cant forget in my life

this was last April 2010.  

i loggd in his FB account
and this conversation of his ate and him welcomed me.
feeling ko i was shot a 100times  when i read this at that time. OUCHY

READING THIS SHIT DOESN'T HURT ME ANYMORE  

 

6 things you should realize after a break-up:

• Breaking up is either letting go of good one or kicking someone unworthy in your life.
• You lose a person because you deserve someone better.
• Love has its own reason, destiny has its own way, and karma has its own judgment..
• The one who cries the most is the one who loves the most.
• Time won’t heal the heartache but a new one will surely do.
• It’s the end of the relationship. NOT the end of your life.
  

meet my 4months cellphone

the price was supposed to b P999, and i bought it for P799 only.  xD
why? b/c i bought it during election and they had a promo at that time :P

and the problem is, it runs out of battery easily :|

i made this last September 17, 2010. 
My Niece's Birthday :D 
made a little surprise for her

DON"T MIND THE PENMANSHIP

my japanese coach

i really want to learn how to speak,write and read japanese xD
so yah, thanks to this, i think it can help me. Ganbatte

so yeah, i've posted on FB, and Tumblr that PEOPLE ARE ABUSING MY KINDNESS, im really tired of being too kind, i think i've gotto change. i really have to, for my own sake, >;|

i'm really FULL of hatred right now.
i'm starting to hate life again.
i'm starting to hate a friend
'im starting to hate my face~!

'im starting to hate MYSELF again.

well i guess
what i felt for him
was just a crush, an infatuation

is it LOVE that makes my heart goes boom boom boom?

i suppose :/

Well, don't you see I'm falling?
Don't wanna love you, but I do

11:11

this is me first time wishing on 11:11, hmm what i wished?

i wished that my lil sis and big bro are fine, i want them to recover from that accident :3

i was hurt when a friend said "ac, what happened to your face?!" :(

yes, i was really hurt and almost shed a tear. but hey i don't hate her for that, 

it's just that i was HURT.

fuck Garnier!

it's been a month since i stopped using that fxckng garnier face powder

but my pimples are popping | appearing on my face. :( 

Fuck My Life

my tumblr crush, seanprodi, is broken hearted

and i want to cheer him up, or just say something to make him feel better,

but but but i really don't know what to say. :'(

i have'nt click the 'ask' button yet. i don't have the guts. awh :|

Let’s face it, we’ve changed. We’ve all changed.

Somewhere between school ending and school starting.

We’ve all gone in our own directions.

Hearts were broken and friendships were fucked over.

New loves started, and new people came into our lives.

We no longer talk for hours about nothing at all.

We’ve all changed. Some for the better and some for the worse.

Reasons why most people say "Nothing" when asked "What's wrong?"

1. They don’t feel like explaining because they’re afraid you won’t understand.
2. It’ll make them feel worse if they do because the subject is just being brought up again. 
3. They don’t know what’s wrong. 
4. Privacy / Personal space 
5. Afraid of being judged.
6. They don’t want anyone worrying about them.
7. Tired of hearing the lie that “It’ll be alright.”
8. its obviously about you.
9. They just don’t want to talk about it.
   

Some lovely advice

Health:

1. Drink plenty of water.

2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.

3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.

4. Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy

5. Play more games.

6. Read more books than you did in 2009.

7. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.

8. Sleep for 7 hours.

9. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:

10. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

11. Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.

12. Don’t over do. Keep your limits.

13. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

14. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.

15. Dream more while you are awake.

16. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

17. Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.

18. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.

19. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.

20. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

21. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

22. Smile and laugh more.

23. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:

24. Call your family often.

25. Each day give something good to others.

26. Forgive everyone for everything.

27. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.

28. Try to make at least three people smile each day.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

31. Do the right thing!

32. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.

33. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

34. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

35. The best is yet to come.

36. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

11:11 

i always miss 11:11, uurrggghhh T^T

After the Rain - Tomohisa Yamashita

After the Rain - Tomohisa Yamashita
B-side for the "Loveless" single

JAPANESE LYRICS
~
Over the roof
Sou kasuka ni hora kikoeru ame oto
Under the roof
yorisotta mama madobe ni waiting for sunshine

Like the sky...kimi ha iunda
Fly'n high...yamanai ame ha nai
You used to tell me "Imagine, imagine that"

*ano hi miageteta no ha ame agari no sky
kimi to futari kagayaite mieta mirai
hitori miageteru no mo ame agari no sky
furiyamanainda yanda hazu no ano melody*

Don't look in back
sou doko ga de mada kikoeru ame oto
Don't let me down
mou shinjiteta I thought it would last forever

Like the moon...kimi ha itteta
Make it soon...hikari no nai yoru mo
You used to tell me, "Imagine, imagine that"

*chorus
ano hi miageteta no ha ame agari no sky
kimi to futari kanawanai ano mirai
ima mo miagete iru yo ame agari no sky
furiyamanainda yanda hazu no ano melody

arukidashita kono michi no saki ni
kimi ha mou inai kedo
tsunagatteru onaji sora no shita
Imagine that sunshine after the rain

ENGLISH LYRICS

---------------------------

Over the roof
Can you here it so faintly? The rain's sound
Under the roof
Nestled close by the window waiting for sunshine

Like the sky... You said
Fly'n high... There's not an endless rain
You used to tell me"Imagine,imagine that"

That day watching the rainy sky
our future together seemed so bright
Now I watch the rainy sky alone
it never stops raining. This melody should stop.

Don't look in back
Who knows where you'll be listening the rain's sound
Don't let me down
I still believed I thought it lasts forever

Like the moon... You said
Make it soon... Even in the lightless night
You used to tell me"Imagine,imagine that"

That day watching the rainy sky
our future together seemed so bright
Now I watch the rainy sky alone
it never stops raining. This melody should stop.

That day watching the rainy sky
our future together seemed so bright
Now I watch the rainy sky alone
it never stops raining. This melody should stop.

In front of this way where I begun to walk, you're not here but
under the sky that keep us connected
Imagine that sunshine after the rain

LIFE is really fckn unfair!

the rich gets richer, the pretty gets prettier~

! DUH LIFE

y lami T^T emo mode,

kapoi aq life, bati pag nawng, poordoy pa, da uy,! badnyt!

NEW RULE

i can't go out and have fun during Saturday, Sunday and even Holidays. YES!! that's my mom's rule, she said if i don't like it, i am free to pack my things and get out of this house T^T

Yamashita Tomohisa
Run From You

How does she do it? As she's moving through it

My mind starts tripping I'm needing you
But I'll stop the urges Cuz its got me fiending
I'm needing more

Oh you're so smooth the way you move to take control of me
I'll follow along
I'm giving up for just a moment when we kissing babe
Your grip on me is tighting

You make me run from you
I'm crashing down to the ground
I'm gonna run to you

(There's no way that I could figure you out)
Its the way you grab my neck Its the way you still infect
(There's no way that I could figure you out)
You keep on pushing me
This blackouts fading My senses heightened
Gonna take you over I'm fighting you
But this game not easy When you move so sleazy
Now I know I'm losing

Oh you're so smooth the way you move to take control of me
I'll follow along
I'm giving up for just a moment when we're kissing babe

Your grip on me is tighting
You make me run from you
I'm crashing down to the ground
I'm gonna run to you

(There's no way that I could figure you out)
Its the way you grab my neck Its the way you still infect
(There's no way that I could figure you out)
You keep on pushing me
(You make me run from you)
Your body's all twisted up
I'm gonna run to you
Cuz I know you need it I'm gonna run and get it
I'm needing you
(There's no way that I could figure you out)
Its the way you grab my neck Its the way you still infect
(There's no way that I could figure you out)
You keep on pushing me
(There's no way that I could figure you out)
Its the way you grab my neck Its the way you still infect
(There's no way that I could figure you out)
You keep on pushing me

geez, i haven't been online since my bf came back =O, im glad that im not accompanying him in his enrollment today :D why? b/c it's so effin hot outside, the heat is killing me ~!

The things i wish for the most is something i will NEVER get.

i really think i should get my head out of the clouds. b/c in the end, i'll be hurting myself, there's no way he'll like me, 0% that he will like me back. why?

1. he's not in the philippines, eventhough he's a filipino

2.im not his type period :c

bla bla blaahh im talking to myself. he's like the PERFECT guy for me, my IDEAL guy. why?

1. he skates

2. he's tall 5'7! =)

3.love his clothing style 

oh well, maybe i should get back to reality, hahaha  T^T

hayleys naked picc? o.O

i was like...WTFFFUUU OMG hayley :c

i was affected, why? because im a FAN and she was like a role model to me and i think not only me but to her other fans also. :(

Yamashita Tomohisa - Me Lyrics

I can make you Satisfaction
Nothing like you went through
Are you ready for the Show Time right now
Don't you ever never ever look back
It's gonna be a Funky Time
You don't wanna ever miss it out? Oh yeah

Let it down a curtain right now
Lemme show you what I got
Keep on moving dance it like that
C'mon baby don't you worry 'bout it now
I'll take you Paradise
Forget 'bout Everything Ah hah

Baby
Tell me which way you like that(Let's get together)
Tell me which way you like me(Beauty or Dirty)
I could be anything if you want
Nobody can stop fallin' down now
Look at that(what?)ME

I've got sexy ladies
Lemme see you work it out
Call my name? Show me your face
Tell me tell me what you want
Let's make your dreams come true
Party goes all night long? Oh yeah

Baby
Tell me which way you like that(Let's get together)
Tell me which way you like me(Beauty or Dirty)
I could be anything if you want
Nobody can stop fallin' down now
(what?)ME
Baby
Tell me which way you like that(Let's get together)
Tell me which way you like me(Beauty or Dirty)
I could be anything if you want
Nobody can stop fallin' down now
Look at that(what?)ME

Baby
Tell me which way you like that(Let's get together)
Tell me which way you like me(Beauty or Dirty)
I could be anything if you want
Nobody can stop fallin' down now
(Baby
Tell me which way you like that(Let's get together)
Tell me which way you like me(Beauty or Dirty)
I could be anything if you want
Nobody can stop fallin' down now
Look at that(what?)ME what?)ME

i wish yamapi was my BOYFRIEND LOL
I LOVE YOU PI CHAN =D

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Yamashita Tomohisa (Yamapi) - Loveless

Japanese Lyrics

Mou nantonaku wakatteru kimi ga utsumuku wake wo
Wakare wo kiridasezu ni irunda yo ne
Hodou ni ochita kage wa yorisotte kasanaru noni
Futari no omoi wa ima hanarete yuku
Chigau koi ni deatte shimata kimi wo
Tsunagi tomeru kotoba mo mitsukaranai

Sayonara nante owari da nante
Uso da to itte sore demo
Hodoita te wa tsumetaku naru bokura wa tanin ni naru
Gomen ne nante mou nakanaide
Dakishimete shimau kara
Kasaneta omoide ga itami ni kawaru sono mae ni
Hora saigo wa egao de Say goodbye...

Hitori demo heiki da yo to hajimete uso wo tsuita
Kimi no namida wo tomeru sube ga hoshikute
Hontou ni daiji datta hontou wa hanashitakunai
Ikiba no nai omoi komiageru kedo
Sono shiawase dare yori negatteru kara
Tsuyogari demo "arigatou" to tsutaetai

Sayonara datte koukai datte
Futari deaeta akashi
Kimi to dakara sou omoeru
Kakegaenai sonzai

Wasureru you ni mune ni shimau yo tomo ni kizanda kisetsu
Atarashii mirai e isogu kimi no sono senaka ni
Sou saigo wa egao de Say goodbye...

Sayonara nante owari da nante
Uso da to itte sore demo
Hodoita te wa tsumetaku naru bokura wa tanin ni naru
Gomen ne nante mou nakanaide
Dakishimete shimau kara
Kasaneta omoide ga itami ni kawaru sono mae ni
Hora saigo wa egao de Say goodbye...

English Lyrics

The reason why you looked down without speaking
It's all because of the "Goodbye" which you could not say out
Our shadows on the road
Are getting closer and closer, almost overlapping
But why are our hearts growing apart

Facing the you who have found someone new
I couldn't find reasons to hold you back

Why the goodbye
Why the ending
You said these were lies
Even though you've said that
The hands which had let go were getting cold
We are becoming strangers

Why the apologies
Please don't cry
'Cause that would lead me to hold you tight again

Among the layers of memories
Before they turned into painful moments
Let us smile and say goodbye
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------

I can get by on my own
The first time I lied
Hoping to stop your tears

This is really an important matter
Actually I didn't feel like saying
Even though I knew it didn't really matter
I'm the one who wish that you'd find happiness the most

Even if I'm just pretending to be strong
I still wish to thank you who are far away
Even if we break apart
Even if there's regrets
They are still proofs of our encounter

Because it's you
Therefore I always feel that
Our memory is irreplaceable

In order to forget
To get it away from the chest
The seasons which we have passed together
Moving on to the new future

Behind your back
I would like to smile and say the last goodbye

having fun with friends

it's been awhile since i last hang out with my friends xD
and kanina was FUN.

kahapon ko lang nalaman nay fiesta pala sa lugar ng kaibigan ko, tapos ayun nag decide akong sumama kasi akala ko sasama din c alpha, a friend whom i ddnt talk to for i thnk 4 months o.O, ayon pero hndi pala siya nkasama, :c awh

well anyway we watched "Meet David" and "The Covenant" after eating xD at ngkaraoke and ayon na crush at first sight nanaman ako, hahaha he 's so fxckn cute, his voice urrggghhh ang ganda tlaga, :3 ang cute cute cute nya nyahaha. :3 his name? I DONT KNOW, and i thnk he's only 18. and im 21, (corrupting minor) haha well crush lang naman.

PSYCHOLOGICAL FACT:

When a person cries and the first drop of tears
comes from the right eye, it's from happiness.
But when the first roll is on the left it is pain

Name: Moon Mason

Birth date: 2007/ 03 / 21

Blood Type : O

Family : Father is Canadian | Mother: Korean !

Occupation : Kid model and actor 

 

 

i was bored. :)

Forget About Me by Little Bit

You said it wasn't
Gonna be like
It was before
Then it happened again
Pushing me back
Out the door
Thought it would be
For real this time
Love me forget
About the signs
So now what do I do
Now, that I know
That we're through

Wish that I
Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Is this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery

[Chorus:]
Why don't you love me
The way I loved you
It feels so crazy
Cause I dunno
What I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
Cause I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna
Stick around
Then, baby
Forget about me

Too late, sorry
I didn't even
Have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby
I don't understand
Gave you everything
You asked for
And was ready
To give you a lot more
I would've given you
The world
Right in the palm

Of your hand

Ways To Get To A Girls Heart

 
1. Hugs her from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other.
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. Dont force her to do ANYTHING!
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Say I love you…..and MEAN IT!
10. Brush the hair out of her eyes
11. Comfort her when she cries.

12. Love her with all your heart

FOUND HIM

paulie

talking gets me into a lot of trouble.

*meow* 

reminds me of my friend rhoda,

 she really loves cat :)

im okay

yup, im okay na, :)

dnt know why i was acting EMO yesterday and the other day.i even cried hard for no reason, HAHA

i decided to be absent in my class to work on my plate, but then..thnx to tumblr, i did not make even a single dot awh chuchuc ;(:

restless friday.

dont want to attend my classes today.

mood: i'm fxckn tired

hate

im really not in the mood today, i hate this day as much as i hate myself. FxCK.  hate seeing them.. i hate my some of my classmates, i hate all the people i meet in the street. i hate all the people in the world. i hate i hate i hate myself, 

am full of hatred..

                                                              i                            wish 

                                    i                  was 

 

                                pretty

ugly me

im so so ugly, that's what im feeling right now. i dont want to go outside, i just want to stay here, inside my room, because im so Fxckng ugly! i get jealous seeing pretty girls, * they're so blessed to have a pretty face. * one time i even cried when i saw a very pretty woman, deep inside i wish that i have a pretty face like hers ;(

IM SO SAD. and im crying right now. Fxck

cold

aaaccchhooo! *excuse me* im not feeling well.

i really hate it when i have a cold,

i keep on sneezing and my nose turns red, and it's itchy. huhuhu

hope i'll get well soon. 

vanessa vandalism

vanessavandalism..

i love her pictures
i love watching her videos on youtube
i love reading her blog
i love her hair,eventhough it's just a wig
i like this girl, (hey, im not a lesbian..lol)

but it's been a year since she haven't been uploading something..i miss her, awh chuchuchu.

hope she will come back..

ley zi

im really tooooo lazy to customize this template. HELP me... im LAZY lol

my first post. :)

im sleepy lah..nytie.