Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Thank you hahah *i'm so happy :D

11 Questions Tag

*Thanks to Yoyo who tagged me :)

  • Each person must post 11 things about themselves on their blog.
  • Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create 11 new questions for the people you tag to answer.
  • You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post.
  • Go to their page and tell them you have linked him or her.
  • No tag backs.
  • No stuff in the tagging section about 'you are tagged if you are reading this.' You legitimately have to tag 11 people.

the rules says that once you've been tag, you've gotta tag 11 people, no tags back,
but but i don't know who to tag. :(

11 Facts About Me

  1. I'm on College right now, taking up BS-Architecture *surviving 
  2. i love Math xD
  3. i love watching anime :)
  4. i really really really want to go to Japan :(
  5. i don't smoke and i quit drinking alcoholic drinks :)
  6. i'm a very shy person 
  7. i'm afraid of heights :/
  8. i love staying @home when there's no class *play video games teehehe
  9. i love my friends <3
  10. my friends/classmates calls me "emo" *i don't need labels haaha jk 
  11. i am a pessimist :/

Questions that i have to answer :)

1) What's your favourite colour and why?
pink. i dunno, one day i just woke up and realize that i love pink teehehe *i find it cute :3

2) If you could date any celebrity right now (or any characters) who would it be?
Charlie Mcdonnelle ^_^ you know this guy? a famous British video blogger from England, <3

3) What's your most embarrassing school story?
when my teacher scolded me b/c he thought i was talking with my seatmate >:|

4) Have you ever regretted something you've done? What is it? If you could go back in time, what would you have changed?
There are lots of things that i really regretted, and if i can go back, i won't change it b/c i learned something from those things :)

5) What is the origin of your name? :3
i got my name from my mom's student,she was her favorite student actually, my mom said she was a bright and a lovely girl * and i think i'm the opposite of her :P (my mom's a teacher btw) 

6) What websites do you visit most often?
Tumblr,facebook,blogger :)

7) What would your perfect day be like?
a perfect day? just staying home, playing video games / watching anime / net surfing / sleeping :D

8) What's the most interesting place you've travelled to before?
i'm not really an adventurous person, :/ and i haven't traveled outside the country :/

9) Chocolate or candy? Why? XD
Candy, b/c candies are cheaper and can freshen your breath HAAHA 

10) Have you broken any bones before? If so, how?
nope :) *Thank God :)

11) As a child, what did you want to be when you grow up?
when i was a little girl, i really wanted to become a princess haahaha  xD

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Random fact about me

i have a crooked teeth. i hate my smile very much. 
i hate smiling showing my teeth that's why i cover my mouth whenever i laugh or smile : /

Saturday, December 10, 2011

things i really want to do with my life right now

  1. Learn how to speak Japanese ^O^
  2. Learn how to play the Guitar and Drums *so badly :c. could someone pls. teach me :/
  3. Gain weight
  4. Learn how to speak with an English accent :D
  5. Go to Japan
  6. Dye my hair pink

Friday, November 25, 2011

Jean's Late Birthday Celebration

November 19 my friend, Bonna, sent me a text message that we are going to celebrate Jean's Birthday. A lunch with Faith and Anj at Jean's Dorm. The three of them, Bonna, Faith and Anj, waited freaking one and a half hour for me before we went to Jean's room. We ate our lunch right away b/c they were really HUNGRY waiting for me haha.

L-R: Anj-Bonna-me-Faith-Jean

After eating and chatting, we decided to go somewhere, were we can have fun, not just sitting on a four walled room, they want go out for an adventure. Faith suggested to go to a Sanctuary of Butterflies, so the 5 of us agreed to go to a Butterfly Sanctuary located in Basak, Pardo, Cebu City, along Basak Elementary School. When we got there, we asked if how much is the entrance fee, and it costs P50 for adults, and we even ask for a favor if we can pay half the price, silly us. The old man who was very kind said that we don't need to pay the entrance fee, a donation will do. ^_^

The old man, Kuya Boy, was the son of the founder of Jumalon Butterfly Sanctuary Museum and Art Gallery. He was our guide at that time, he thought us many things about butterflies ^^. That you need a specific plant to attract a butterfly in your garden where they can lay their eggs. Aside from plants, butterflies are attracted to flowers b/c of its nectar and the scent of the flowers serves as a come-hither. Kuya Boy said if you'll spray some perfume, the butterflies will hover around but we didn't get the chance to see it because it was late afternoon when we got there. Kuya Boy said the the best time for viewing is in the morning.

Jumalon Butterfly Sanctuary Museum and Art Gallery was founded by an artist and a lepidopterist, Professor Julian Jumalon, he was a fine arts student actually. Professor Jumalon dedicated his life to the study and preservation of butterflies and moths. He started his butterfly sanctuary in 1974 by collecting different kinds of butterflies from different places around the world.

Jumalon Butterfly Sanctuary features also a museum and an art gallery. The museum displays different kinds of preserved colorful butterflies. The art gallery features the artworks of Professor Julian Jumalon, which are paintings and a lepido mosaic, mosaics made from butterfly wings, of the painting.
We really had a great day. ^o^ We will be back at the Sanctuary with some of our friends and this time we should be going there in the morning. :)

Saturday, October 29, 2011

What is so fucking great about her?

Losing you to her was hard, trying to forget you is even harder!

Saturday, September 10, 2011

A Rainbow

me and my friends saw a rainbow this afternoon in our school and it was really pretty, as seen on the picture. It reminded us of the story of Noah from the Bible where it was first seen. It was a sign of the new covenant God made with Noah, as He promised, that He will never do such a thing to mankind again.

Actually i haven't seen a rainbow in the sky for about i think two years *i rarely go out, i love staying at home* and when i saw that rainbow it really made my day :)

I Was His

Looking back I remember every moment where he made me feel on top of the world
I was the world, not only that I was the sun, the moon, the sky, and all the stars in it
in those moments I was infinite, I was everything, I was his

Friday, September 9, 2011

I kinda wish sometimes that i was your ideal girl,
b/c if that would be the case, then it would be easy for me to capture your heart .

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Getting rid of the memories you shared with a person is harder than getting rid of a person.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

i caught you staring at me . . .awwwhhh
i like you :)

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Kellin Quinn Bostwick


photos are taken here

Married to Katelynne

Born on April 24, 1986

Height: 5'8"

Siblings: 2 sisters: Kailey & Harper and 2 brothers *don't know their names *

Daughter: Copeland Quinn Bostwick *born May 18, 2012

Favorite Colors: green, navey blue, swamp green, black, grey :) " I like to stick to the basic "

Tattoos: treble clef on his elbow ! an eighth note on his left wrist and a bass clef on his right wrist because music is such a huge thing in his life :) ! A lion on his right forearm for his faith ! and "Before You I Serve Nothing" tattooed on his chest for his faith :) !
He got a lock on his heart for his eight tattoo, and Katelynne, his fiance, got a key on her arm
*source: his formspring account

Kellin Quinn Bostwick, Quinn is his middle name . He had lots of side projects, he was in Closer 2 Closure, For All We Know , Screenplay and Our Name in City Lights. Since 2009 he performs with Sleeping With Sirens. He can rap, beatbox, sing and scream. ♥

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Kellin Quinn Discography

Kellin Quinn - Vocals

Jesse Lawson - Guitar
Jack Fowler - Guitar
Gabe Barham - Drums
Justin Hills - Bass

With Ears To See and Eyes To Hear (2010)

o1. If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn
02. The Bomb Dot Com V2.)
03. You Kill Me (In a Good Way)
04. Let Love Bleed Red (featuring Aaron Marsh)
05. Captain Tyin' Knots vs Mr. Walkway (No Way) (featuring Dave Stephens of We Came as Romans)
06. Don't Fall Asleep at the Helm
07. With Ears to See and Eyes to Hear
08. In Case of Emergency, Dial 411
09. The Left Side of Everywhere
10. Outro ( "http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tgMzriO93-Y")

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- Acoustic Rips -
01. If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn (Acoustic)
02. You Kill Me (In a Good Way) (Acoustic)
03. With Ears to See and Eyes to Hear (Acoustic)
04. All My Heart (Acoustic)

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- Demo EP -
01. The Bomb Dot Com
02. Big Gulps Huh
03. If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn

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Let's Cheers to This (2011)

Track listing:
01. Do It Now Remember It Later
02. If You Can't Hang. .
03. Who Are You Now?
04. Four Corners and two Sides
05. A Trophy Father's Trophy Son
06. Fire
07. Tall It Up, Settle the Score
08. Your Nickel Ain't Worth My Dime
09. Postcards and Polaroids
10. All My Heart
11. Let's Cheers to This
12. Stomach Tied in Knots

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with Our Name in City Lights

A new side project of Kellin with Nick James. It's genre is hiphop/pop. :3

2010 Myspace Songs
01. If You Feel This way, Then Tell Me Why
02. Up and Down Around Again

Old Myspace Songs
01. Just Feel It
02. B Sides You

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with Screenplay

Screenplay is an Acoustic/Powerpop/Rock side project of Kellin with Nick James and Kolby Schnelli.

Myspace Songs
01. Notice Me
02. Someone Else

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with Closer 2 Closure (2008)

In The Middle EP
01. You Saved Me (under a Cascade of Stars)
02. The Way I Like It (I Think You Know)
03. Skyline Drive

Myspace Songs (2008)
04. Save It For Someone Else
05. Rhyme or Reason

Not sure if all the songs below are from closer 2 closure or if its Kellin's Demo.
06. Praise Song (Rip from PureVolume)
07. Skyline Drive
08. You Saved Me (Under a Cascade of Stars)
09. They Don't Care
10. Save It For Someone Else (Myspace Rip)
11. Running Never Helped Anyone
12. Heartache Hotel
13. Fall Down, Fall Down
14. Cameo Takes Lead
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and with For All We Know

We're About to Change EP

01. Intro
02. You Can't Kill a Dead Man
03. A Heart The Size of Carolina
04. Oh No, Abby
05. It's Gone To Waste
06. Jesus in the Southern Sky

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Thursday, August 18, 2011

It's nearly two months but now, I've decided to move on.
I won't look back b/c it might hurt me.

Saturday, August 13, 2011

i don't smoke. i quit drinking. i don't party. so tell me, does it make me a boring person??

Monday, August 1, 2011

Dear Future Boyfriend,

Hi, hello. Sorry if it’s taking too long for us to meet. But I know you’re waiting, too out there. Just like me. Maybe after college, and then I get to meet you. I know you’d be the guy that I’d be longing to have. The one that I can act goofy and crazy with, the kind of boyfriend who would always be sweet, and can be childish around me as well. I can’t wait to be with you. And once that happens, I’ll take the chance of my forever with you. I don’t know, but for some reason, I’m going to love you and things will be different for the both of us. Let’s just make our lives better for us and be happy this way until we haven’t seen each other.

But until that moment comes, let’s just stay single. :)

Your Future Girlfriend

After a break-up

He was a major part of your life; of course you’ll miss him; it’s perfectly normal.
It’s like getting a tooth pulled out;after the dentist pulls it, you’re relieved.
But how many times do you run your tongue over the spot where it once was ?
Probably a hundred times a day. Just because it was hurting you, doesn't mean you don’t notice it.
It leaves a gap, and sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly.
It’s going to take a while, but it always takes some time.
Should you have kept the tooth?
No, because it was causing you pain.
Pulling the tooth was the right decision,
but it’s still going to hurt.

Monday, June 27, 2011

i really wonder . .maybe he just got bored with me, or maybe he just fell out of love. or maybe there's no love at all :/

so many questions left unanswered.

I really, really miss how we were.
i love you so much and it's killing me.


I don't play second option, you either choose me or lose me.
and he choose to loooose me:(
i really love him so much :(
but WHY? why choose her than me? is she a better lover than i? don't know where did i go wrong, i've been faithful naman. fxck.~!! i'm starting to hate myself. . maybe if only im prettier, if only. asjdka&*#^q278henSy23789Ay&*sHK

Sunday, May 8, 2011

But I know, for a fact, that now they are happy as a couple, I’ll be off to the side, hurting.

I’ll be over there, looking from afar, having my heart ripped to shreds.
Having my hope ripped to shreds.

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Although it’s killing me… I’ve decided not to get in your way.

I'm finally ready to let go and get over you,

i know, you can't blame me for believing him,
mura man jud ug tinuod gud.
i fell for a trap again. :(

why? why me?

Wednesday, April 6, 2011


meet my boyfriend, Dindo Liba. i love him very much..

I'm not the perfect girlfriend.
I’ll get jealous. I’m stubborn. I over think. I pms. I get insecure. My moods are like a roller coaster. I’ll probably never listen to you, and i’ll never do anything right. But i promise you, that if i give you my heart it’s yours.keep it. I’ll be loyal. I’ll be here when you need me. I’ll love you to the greatest extent i can. I’ll treat you right and I’ll do anything i can to hold our relationship together.

I Love You :3

stole the pic from his account on a social netowrking site, i bet he's gonna kill me if he sees this xD

Sunday, March 20, 2011

dear crush,

i’m tired of waiting …waiting for nothing so i'm letting go. bye :(
just broke someones heart

am i?

I always wonder, am I beautiful in anyone's eyes? Am I their "perfect" girl? Do their hearts beat faster whenever I'm around them? Am I their inspiration? The girl they'll look up to? Do they ever wish I was their girlfriend? Or maybe even their friend? The one they wish they had a second chance with? Or maybe even just one chance? The girl they think before they sleep? Or maybe I'm just another girl in their eyes. Nothing special at all.

Monday, March 14, 2011

Dear crush,

I have feelings for you, yet you still don't care..and that makes me sad. :'(

Sunday, March 13, 2011

last night i dreamt that i caught a fish using a fishing rod. i had a hard time in getting that fish, and when i caught it, my crush was there and he was uhhmm happy for me. haha my crush was wearing the exact clothes on his pic on fb when he was fishing. o.O *weird*
and now out of curiosity i googled the meaning of my dream and it says:
  • If this was a rod in your dream, this is your quest and exploration of your unconscious mind. You are ready to confront issues and emotions which you have suppressed.
  • For a young woman to dream of seeing fish, portends that she will have a handsome and talented lover.
  • Dreaming of catching fish, either with a pole or with a net, indicates success and prosperity ahead.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Monday, March 7, 2011

enjoying the moment with crush . .

can't you feel my eyes staring at you?
i like you, i really like you.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Have you ever been in love?

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
~Neil Gaiman

Have you ever accidentally fallen inlove with someone? Like there's no reason why, well you have your own reason but you really don't know why you like/ love that person.

Falling in love sxckz, like wanting him and knowing that he can NEVER ever be yours.
You're scared to get hurt, you're scared to lose that person . . .and that makes falling in love scary.

i am really tired of this . . if only i can convince myself not to love anyone.


naalala ko pa, nag sign up ako sa friendster dahil sa crush ko nung nasa 3rd yr highschool pa ako haha . . . i think that was 2004 or 2005. at nung 2007 my ex changed my email and password and when i asked for the new email ad and password he said "nakalimut ko" "i forgot" i was like WHATTHEFUDGE~! pero alam ko, sinadya nya yun. >:|

dito ako:

  • mAg TyPe nG gAniTo
  • naging primary pic sina *insert celebrities here*
  • nagflood ng bulletin
  • sumasagot nung survey sa bulletin
  • iniba iba yung pangalan
    at iba pa . . haha

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Network prefixes (globe,smart,talk n txt, tm,sun and red mobile)

Prefixes for Globe/TM
0935 new prefix no.
0936 new prefix no.
0937 new prefix no.
0996 new prefix no.
0997 new prefix no.

Prefixes for SMART/TALKnTXT
0930 (Red Mobile)
0938 (Red Mobile)
0939 (Red Mobile)
0989 (New Release prefix no. From smart)
0999 (New Release prefix no. from smart)
0946 (New Release prefix no. from TNT)
0947 (New Release prefix no. from Smart)
0948 (New Release prefix no. from TNT)
0949 (New Release prefix no. from TNT)

Prefixes no. For Sun Cellular
0942 new prefix no.
0943 new prefix no.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

what's the matter with gravity?

why won't it make you fall for me?

Tuesday, February 22, 2011


this is ain't a movie, this is LIFE.
slapping reality to my face.

Monday, February 21, 2011

you think you're cool because you drink and smoke?

Friday, February 18, 2011

Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush
ain't going away
Let's fall inlove in Paris

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

the infatuation is always there

don't understand, what you're trying to say
no need to say it i am leaving
but don't walk away, just stay right there
i'll fall, and i'll just look at you

words are not important, smiles are all i need from you
the yearning, is getting stronger i'm dumb

you're two tables away, and you could see me mesmerize
i wanna talk to you but i'm so scared
before i never cared, the infatuation's never there
and now it's killing me, i really hate myself

i hope you like me too

starting today, I'll stop liking you. there's no point in liking you.
so yeah goodbye~ .......

Monday, February 14, 2011

He Hates me...

February 14, 2011

Happy Single Awareness Day! ;)
- nothing special, just an ordinary day for me.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

define: unrequited love

unrequited love; noun- being in love with someone who does not , and will never love you back
MY STORY, liking someone who never likes me back. always :'c

Saturday, February 12, 2011

i want a Super Man shirt :c

February 14, 2011 is just another Monday

Maybe he would like me if i was prettier. :(
maybe . . . .


Taiga: It's impossible for me to think about my future. i can't even recognize myself right now. How can I know what i want to do later when i don't even know what to do right now.

" I experienced sitting beside the person I love, doing nothing, and yet I felt completely happy. ."

15 Ways to Recharge Your Brain

1. Go for a brisk walk
2. Take a nap
3. Lie in a nearby park or on a bench and watch the clouds go by
4. Listen to music or even podcast novels
5. Browse a local bookstore
6. Stroll through a nearby art gallery
7. Get a coffee in a cafe and read the paper or, even better, a gossip magazine
8. Hit the gym
9. Meditate or do yoga
10. Hang out at the local dog run and get in touch with your animal nature
11. Window shop
12. Sit on the corner and sketch buildings
13. Memorize poetry
14. Get a massage
15. Do math problems or crosswords

i AM enjoying my life right now.
yes i really am enjoying it.
since i broke up with my ex,
things are going on the right way i so love it. :D