WHY?

I don't play second option, you either choose me or lose me.

and he choose to loooose me:( i really love him so much :(
but WHY? why choose her than me? is she a better lover than i? don't know where did i go wrong, i've been faithful naman. fxck.~!! i'm starting to hate myself. . maybe if only im prettier, if only. asjdka&*#^q278henSy23789Ay&*sHK